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Intermission

When I was a child and on in to my teens the only TV in our house was a large and often hit on the top of its casing to improve the technology:0) black and white flickering often snow stormed picture; ah those grainy black and white pictures of Ena Sharples and her hair net enough to damage a girl for life!

No beginnings just continuing

There is nothing in my life that leads me to understand that one can begin again as in clean sheet with no written pages strewn about from past days but that there is a clean sheet possibility in each new day is a promise that encourages me to step in to another day and walk towards my destination.

There are many things in my life of great importance and of equally little importance, these are the elements that my heart and mind find meaning for the living but which touch few and change even less save for the life I live day to day.

Forming words that have meaning to me is why letters become words which become signposts and mirrors that reveal the next step and the place I stand in moment by moment.  That I have chosen to use this medium to explore discover and share is still a puzzle to me on so many levels that I get lost often and confused even more but have found that the process is the thing. As with much else in my life it is not the product that supports and sustains me but the step by step plodding pace , the feeble reaching out and the tremulous heart beat that gives me reason to know the destination may be absolute unbreakable promise but the journey is all of my own making.

Going Home? That's what being 'Animated Stardust' is all about, is what is fundementaly reason for my life; I'm heading home, I'm heading to join 'the family' and what a blast when this spec joins the uncountable others and joins the energy that is a wholeness beyond knowing but courses through every molecule of me now!

I have no idea how to live up to that so I don't try, just want to discover what each day may allow me to offer and recieve and be glad good or bad to take the opportunities and know it's another step on the way home.

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